This screenshot --- Is exactly how I'm feeling. June and July flew by... we are now into August, and only 3 weeks away from school starting. I've been having a little pitty-party for myself lately. Time is flying... and it hurts my heart. My kids rarely want to hang out... Kayson especially. He's just that kid - that 14 year old that thinks his parents are boring and dumb. I get it. He's just changing... and I struggle with that.
Cora is good... however, she's changing too. She's becoming a young lady, right before our eyes, and that, too, kind of just hurts. I mean I love that we've created beautiful children, but to see them grow up, is a lot. She's going to be a teen soon... her body is changing... her opinions are changing... I don't want her to lose her silly/sass with us, or anyone else... but it slowly is.
3 more weeks... I'm starting to have that guilt feeling that I don't spend enough time with them. I'm working, yes, I'm home with them, but I need to concentrate on work. Then when work is done, they are off doing something else, or just don't want to talk.
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