It continues to break my heart and always will... but today, my feelings were rather numb. I felt blah... tired... numb. All day I thought about her... and trying to never forget her.
I posted a saying today...
And it’s really true. I’m sure my family and friends sometimes wonder who I am anymore... sometimes I’m just so “out of it”, I’m sometimes never sensitive (which I’ve always been the sappy one). I’m just different or at least I feel so. I don’t think it’s bad, just definitely have had an adjustment to my soul and the way I deal with things.
We miss Grandma so much... it hurts and I pray everyday she was here... but she’s not, and I need to understand it.
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