People are telling me to expect the attitude from Kayson... it's going to start. I tried to ignore it. He's always wanted "his way", he's a kid. I feel like we are pretty realistic, and not dumb... however, the attitude has arrived. Unfortunately, I think the attitude is stemming from Kayson being so damn tired.
We are two full days into school... I get it, it's different, it's a change, he has to learn a different way. I get it. But when we get home and literally things go down hill instantly... I can't really handle it. I've had a hard day, I'm tired too. Life is just not fair!!!! (Now I sound like a 7 year old!)
Man, things have been hard this week. Ryan is gone, and it's just messing with our routine. I feel bad for the kids - they are probably sick of me.
What is amazing to me is I know things are different now... but Kayson also had a super busy summer. I can't imagine what stay-home kiddos are like this week!!!! He went to school every.single.day, so that's not different. He played all.day.long. His mind worked, but maybe not as hard as it will now... I just feel like it's NOT THAT different, but it is. And he's struggling. He's been going to bed at 8:00, and asleep within minutes... and is happy (still tired), but happy in the morning. Thank god for that (he's like his Dad in that aspect). I can't stop praying for him... and me... and getting through the next few weeks with minimal problems. C'mon God, help us out. :)
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