Today ended up being a little hectic afternoon. I orginally was supposed to get my hair done (cut and color) Thursday afternoon... but due to some rescheduling on Lacey's end, my appointment was switched to today... at 3:45. I had told Lacey that I needed to for sure leave Adel by 5:30 in order to pick up Kayson by 6:00. I knew we'd be cutting it close, and already had an 'uneasy' feeling about it, but we couldn't find another time for 'me' time, so we went with today anyways.
I picked Kayson up at 5:59... speeding there, worrying about him... and when I walked in, he's the only child in the room with a teacher... just sitting on her lap, looking so sad and lost. My heart SANK. I felt TERRIBLE and instantly had tears in my eyes, trying to hide them from him... and I still feel bad (4 hours later). I won't do this again... it's not fair to him, it was stressful on me, and I don't ever want him to think we (either Ryan or I) aren't coming to get him. I can only imagine what his little mind was thinking - all his friends are gone, all the familiar teachers have left for the day... and he's there alone (kinda). TERRIBLE feeling.
I love that little boy so much.
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