I'm uncomfortable. Period. I continue to have the pelvic pressure... and it's making me crazy, nervous, uncomfortable, and mentally exhausted. My mind literally races non stop. I can't pray enough to keep Baby Girl where she is for another 4 weeks. I'd love the extra prayers from you all as well.
I'm missing Ryan. Kayson's missing Ryan. He's in Illinois this week... hopes to be home Thursday. I tell you what, I have never wanted him home MORE. ha. That potentially would ease my nerves a little more.
Kayson's been good for me. I had to explain to him tonight that I just wasn't feeling well and I needed to relax. I started to cry a little, and he was so sweet... he hugged me and asked me if I was sad. I told him I am kind of sad because Daddy is gone, but I'm happy that he was here with me. I feel like I can't really tell him that Baby Sister is causing me not to feel well - he'll be confused at that... but either way, he has been pretty darn good for me. Tonight I had enough energy to take him to Dairy Queen for ice cream. He did great.
I'm hoping the next couple days go really quick!
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